The days of curiosity have passed; then the days of excitement, followed by the days of joy; then the days of remorse, hope and forgetfulness. They passed, too. Nostalgia entered; then curiosity, impatience, excitement, joy, remorse, hope and forgetfulness. They have passed, yes. Then aimlessness, and nothingness. Perfect for fear, for uncertainty, for waking up, for curiosity. Everything passes. Just the Sky gives rebirth to the Sun, again and again.
winter morning sun must be there, somewhere and me, too
What would you choose – absolute peace or the unrests brought by the thoughts, which, like a ray of light or a thread of darkness, try to creep into the unfathomable consciousness of others trying to find unapproachable?
Haughty savvy has no mercy and wins every single battle, but the lessons learned in the past become easier to apply in practice and soothe all wounds – past and furute ones.
oh wind, carefully! don’t you see fragility of dandelion?
Too much time has passed since she left everything. She lost trust in people and then she lost confidence in herself. Or it went in reverse order.
Magical words came one after another. Exactly the ones she repeated for years only in her head, hiding them selfishly from everyone and only occasionally let them glide along the intertwined path of the infinity sign clumsy drawn on a piece of paper. They came out of nowhere and begun to tore down walls, carefully built over the years.
After the countless attempts to open the door, she finally found herself on the other side. Fear and disbelief, but also a desire to stay there forever.
I have no clue what the New Moon in Aries brought during the weekend, but as much as my memory serves me (and it is quite selective), I’m sure that the last time I noticed, it was in Sagittarius and did me no good at all.
So, I finally decided to move a bit away from the walls and to look at the sky from the different spot. Believe me or not, everything seems pretty different despite the predictions about the world that make my blood turning to ice. From now on, I refuse to listen self-called misters and misses WeKnowItAll!
My mirror became so cruel, without mercy at all, but I’m an inner warrior and I’ll fight with all my strength. I became wiser and got to know one secret – everything happens in this blink of the eye!
approaching of May against the weather forecast only silly hearts
Who would have ever said that the day of awakening would come, a day in which 20 years of illusion would suddenly spill over into the just one single thought: “It was all just a rehearsal”. A trial version, with extended expiration date. But what is it compared to time in which infinity is a unit of measure? The shades make a difference, but sometimes they are so hard to spot.
There is so much to talk about, that even ten books wouldn’t be enough to describe all the adventures of a deceived mind. Adventures that never really existed outside of the twisted world that a mind created itself unconsciously assuming the role of God. Oh, how exciting!
Now, who to blame? Maybe all those strategy video games played during the youth? Or all those weird stories from the favorite movies? Or… Who cares?!Forgive yourself and be thankful for the lessons! At the end, soon or a later everything gets into the place. And you… You would never come this far without them.
No one knows when we turned off the track, nor why all navigation tools refuse to cooperate. Maybe technology has taken off and directed all its superpowers imperceptibly in the opposite direction, deliberately, testing everyone who once swore allegiance to it.
I recognize kindred souls wandering, aimlessly and for too long, rising and falling, hitting they own walls. The old soothing voices are suddenly noisy, like a hammer hitting a nail mercilessly.
They say that the beginning and the end overlap just when my favorite virtual astrologer stopped giving predictions for free. What good is to know the current phase of the Moon, if I don’t know what it has to do with me?
indecisive spring trying to put soul in verse unsuccessfully
In some strange parallel reality, the Sun and the Moon have disappeared, and the Sky is so expressionless that even gray is no longer gray but some strange transparent one, like a background in the png format. Everything is shallow, but deep at the same time, so there’s no way out for those who’re looking for it. If they’re looking for it at all …
At the end of the hard work that kept me busy during the whole winter break, I decided to make my Inner Child happy and gifted her a brand new book that she was waiting for since the end of 2019. She deserved it, especially for her behavior during the last couple of years!
A few notes from a diary, a lot of pictures from the dreams and imagination, but all in all another great collection that only me (and maybe a few) could love and understand 😀